Confession:
I've been on and off depressed for the past ... three to four months?
I'm tired and I just don't want to think anymore.
I'm watching stuff that's supposed to cheer me up, how the hell does it end with me feeling even worse than I did before?
Today wasn't all that great for my self-esteem.
Temporary pleasant surprise was temporary.
Now there's just doubt.
:(
1 comment:
I don't really know what's been troubling you for so long and I've only been able to catch glimpses of it now and then, but I know how chronic heartbreak for four months can be, well, depressing. Not sure if it's the same thing bothering you on that one Saturday, but it was disturbing seeing you being pretty...off.
Maybe sometimes you'll feel like you just want to shut out the world, shut off your feelings and let go of everything for a while. But if things that're supposed to make you feel better just make it all come back harder in the end, maybe it's time to take things differently. If things are too big to turn around to confront, there might be little changes you could make at least that'll add up in the end.
So yeah, take a bite outta the silver sandwich.
P.S.: Ms S was really anal today, but you did good with everything under fire.
P.P.S.: Don't worry about the directoringz, worryface. You've done it before, and besides, you've got this whole natural leader aura thing going, commanding loyalty without being overbearing.
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