Nothing

Confession:

I've been on and off depressed for the past ... three to four months?

I'm tired and I just don't want to think anymore.

I'm watching stuff that's supposed to cheer me up, how the hell does it end with me feeling even worse than I did before?

Today wasn't all that great for my self-esteem.

Temporary pleasant surprise was temporary.

Now there's just doubt.

:(

Inside jokes

First time buka puasa with friends this year! :D

Went to Pyramid after a long day in uni and did some (window) shopping and looking at pictures of puppies and kittens in pet encyclopedias in MPH. Heh. Girls talked me into wearing crazy 5 inch heels and I felt like I was going to fall over. Interesting though. :p

We buka at Burger King! Was craving the mushroom swiss and mozzarella sticks so I'm satisfied now. I overate I think ... after finishing the food I laughed so hard I started to feel nauseous. But hey, I hadn't laughed so hard in ages so I had a great time.

Darlings. :)

Awww. *heart shapes floating everywhere cheesily*

Dudes!

... Err. Haha.

AND SUGAR GLIDER.

I named it Ninja. Because at one point it was climbing around crazily and stuff. So cute.

It was a good day. :)

Flashbacks

Tarsha-Llama is flying away on Monday! :(

So went to say goodbye today. Also got to meet up with Nahjan, Gursh, Shumi and Darshini. It was nice to catch up, haven't seen everyone in so long. We got to talking about school and everyone else. I realised that I must have been a total blurcase then; half of the gossip I was not aware of. Self, you fail. But now I know. Haha.

I saw the meter turn 8888 while I was driving in a housing area. I got my camera out and snapped it while I was cruising along but ... missed it. Some things in life are just hit and miss I guess.

Here's to catching 9999! :p

Chase thunder

I love this song right now.

Can I just say how amazing it is that just by finding one person to tell things to, everything changes. The sky is brighter, the load is lighter and I've been walking around with this ridiculously high level of optimism.

That can't be practical, but there you go.

Thank you for listening to me. Why didn't I do this sooner.

In the event of that, I think I'm done with lingering.

It's been so long and the whole thing resurfacing just brought so many things back, y'know? And I realised that I had never really given myself a proper closure to it. I won't call what's happened now closure per se but this is what I needed: confirmation. The situation's changed and now I can confirm it. And I'm OK. :)

On another note, I don't want to care about a certain something right now.

There are so many other beautiful things to focus on.

I'll worry about it if it comes up.

Vague post is vague.

Ps. Drove the freaking GTI to freaking campus. I am freaking high.

An idea

My FB and Twitter accounts are in French.

Haha. :D

Hoping this will help expand mon vocabulaire.

First two weeks of sem 2!

I haven't been using Perry that often I'm afraid so no sem 2 pictures. There are some photos in Macaroni but dang am I lazy to transfer at the moment. So, pic-less post today!

What have I been doing?

Well I watched Inception twice, once with Acu and Mira and a second time with Sammie and Nick. And I've been like. Obsessed. And fangirling (Oh Arthur you beautiful thing in a three-piece suit) and other excited happy things. There's nothing quite like being a fangirl in a beautifully written fandom. Haha.

And I finally got to go rock-climbing omg. It was fun.

And there have been uni stuff to do which I have been completely procrastinating. Argh. Starting to get back into the groove though. Slowly does it. I think I have an idea for the IDM video already ... it hit me out of nowhere last night and it's been sitting right in my face.

Other than that I've been doing a lot of thinking.

Thinking complicates things though so I guess I should start going with the flow like Nad says. Instead of clinging to an Idea all the time, just go with the wind. I have no idea where the wind will take me though and I'll be honest and say that I'm worried about that.

What's the most resilient parasite?

Oh well.

A bientot.

Unicorn cake yay

In celebration of the new semester (or mourning of the lost holidays) I baked ... DUN DUN DUN A ~**UNICORN CAKE**~. And a baby. I think the baby looks weird though. :(

The ~**UNICORN CAKE**~ is made of rainbows.

I got some interesting suggestions on how to improve the anatomy of the ~**UNICORN CAKE**~ in future, all of which I have taken note of. The next time I attempt this, it will be even AWESOMER (which is not a word, children).

Oh noes the ~**UNICORN CAKE**~ was slaughtered by the Evil Fyra and now it is a SHARK HEAD CAKE. With a horn.

I HAVE WORK TO DO but NO MOTIVATION.

I AM TYPING IN CAPS

JUST BECAUSE

And I am reading Inception fanfic like nobody's business, you know how high I am at the moment?

I AM SO HYPER

AND THIRSTY

I've been drinking so much though, my body doesn't make sense to me right now.

OK BYE